Prologue

We are not prolific writers, we blog now and then.
The now and then happens when some strange realization or an apparently bright idea crosses our mind and is strong enough to justify the effort to type. The "apparently bright idea" is generally a questionable thing, I see it as a flicker somewhere in the deep corner of my mind, but it is never enough to light up.
Eventually it boils down to strange realizations or obvious realizations that have seemed very strange since they never occurred to you.
I blog for selfish reasons. My life, my realizations. Someone will have to be curious about me to read it, how many are there...two or three?

Self conscious, once again. Self conscious of my selfishness, of my self-centerednss. How ironic.